Blog... yapping about whatever I feel like ig

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Hello, thanks for clicking and welcome to my blog! The purpose of this blog has recently become for me to use it as an art log, posting a new drawing everyday so I can get rid of my artblock. But it's also just filled with my random thoughts and yaps. There isn't a lot of actual blog entries around here but I might write some soon, possibly about art and writing tips (me in my journalist era). I also talk a lot about Marvel Rivals here but it's not an addiction trust

Please enjoy to whoever is reading this :)

07/11/2025

It's been a minute since my last blog entry :) It's a bit late at night for me to do this but it is what it is. This is of a character that has been in redesign hell for a while. Her shoes kinda crazy but ykw it slays. I haven't drawn for a while, so I've been slacking off on my artfight stuff. I have a couple revenges I really need to get to but I guess those non-stop 5 days of drawing have caught up to me lmao.

As for this site, I have been working on a new index page recently! Ngl I do like how it's coming out, I wanted to give it an aquatic theme. I think this old index page I have right now is cute, and pretty nice for the first thing I coded, but it's nice to freshen things up every once in a while. I don't think I'll re-do my index page all that often, but idk it also depends if I get tired of what I have. Maybe I'll make an archive page to store my old pages. Maybe I'll have that new index page up by tomorrow.

So season 3 just released and my ass was playing. Phoenix is pretty cool but I've only played her like twice lmao. I've mentioned I don't like to play quickplay games at the release of a new season, but I did this time cuz I want the points to get my alpine labubu, although this time it wasn't so bad. It just gets tiring to load into a quickplay game and see that everyone in the lobby has the grandmaster thing, so that means the match is going to be sweaty as hell. But these games I played were pretty nice and chill. I also had a really nice practice doom match with this chill group of people that were chatting with me :)

07/07/2025

Here are the other two artfight attacks I've done. I didn't do one today either, idk I just didn't feel like it. First attack is of an oc I found really cute, I like the posing and rendering of it. I'm really happy with how the second attack came out. The posing was out of my comfort zone but it ended up looking pretty nice. And I think the colors and rendering also came out good. I want to make an animated attack sometime soon but I haven't figured out which oc to do that for yet lol. And I didn't realize I forgot to add a closing tag for the image link so oops, but that's fixed now.

The new devlog page should be up by now. I like how it turned out. I've really been wanting to revamp the index page as well since I just don't really like how it looks anymore. But I want to update the about page first before I do that one. I've also been working on an oc links page. It's basically the same idea as the link in Toyhouse. I just thought it would be neat to add to show more character personality and interaction.

Some of the new rivals summer skins got revealed so I wanna yap about those. They're all pretty decent imo, the loki and pun pun ones kinda go crazy. I think the Psy one is also cute, the colors for it are nice. I also really like the hair for the Luna skin but I don't really like that she doesn't wears shoes lmao. Luna skins are always kind of a miss for me compared to her default tbh. The gooner allegations for this game are never going away.

07/06/2025

More art fight stuff let's go. I've been doing an attack everyday, except for today, so I've kinda been cooking. I just have been forgetting to make blog entries lol... I'll put two attacks here for now and add the rest another tomorrow. I'm also adding the links to the attacks in the image now, for credit and so they can be viewed at a higher quality. First attack is of an oc I found on the random search, but I really ended up liking his design sooo I drew him. Second drawing is a revenge! Really cute oc and I like how it turned out, I honestly like drawing full bodies a bit more.

I took a break off drawing attacks today to code, so instead of going through hell I went through super duper hell. Not really lmao, coding is pretty lenient for me. I've been working on the new devlog page since the old one has been down for a while. I basically finished the whole thing except for some minor details so I hope to put that up tomorrow. I've also been wanting to work on a new batch of character profiles. However, all of the characters I have yet to add don't have a chibi drawing yet and it kinda pains me to not have those in the profile lmao, but oh well. And I really need to write the lore stuff for the majority of the previous character profiles that are up. I have their lore down but I just haven't put it into writing yet..

Not much for my rivals yap today. I've just been waiting for the new season on Friday. I saw a post listing off the characters that have received battlepass and free skins and I think Bucky is one of the only characters to have not received any of those yet. As your local Bucky enjoyer, ts pmo fr ngl. Netease I know you can hear me give him a free skin in the new event please. The Phoenix gameplay also looks really cool. I do want to play her, even though I might not get a chance to at launch, but my aiming is kinda buns at the moment and needs work lol.

07/01/2025

My first art fight attack awesome! I'm not going as hard as I did last year on my attacks but I still like how it came out, ngl I see some imporvement compared to my older attacks. I'm already working on my second one but I feel I'll have to finish it tommorow. And do yall fw the watermark????

I yapped so much last blog entry so I don't really have anything to say this time. Except that the new rivals season just got revealed lets go. Double duelists is kinda crazy but I'm excited to try out both Jean and Blade. I also love all of the little new features they added. The backbling keychain thing is so cute and they gave Bucky one and it's of Alpine omg i;m gonna sob. People calling them labubus is crazy. The college perks thing is also really cool, big day for unemployed students like me. Ngl something about season 2 did not hit as much so I hope season 3 will feel a bit better to play.

06/30/2025

One last drawing before art fight starts! I kinda needed to finish this one since it's an updated ref for my sona. Idk, I like having a sona that doesn't look like me but I also felt like having a sona I can be more attached to so... I had this idea. They're both the same character, but the one in red is from when she was alive and the blue one is her as a haunted doll (since she's basically dead and a ghost). A bit of lore here, the living version is from the 2000s and died in the 2010s, like all of us ngl, so her ghost as the doll would be existing in the present time. I was kinda inspired by that one tweet that asked why all ghosts are from the victorian era and not present times lmao.

I'm pretty excited for art fight, even if I have the feeling I won't be drawing all that much lol. I've been saving oc refs and looking up pose references for the time being. I don't have that many bookmarked ocs this year but I do really like the designs of some of the ones I did bookmark. And chat would it be cringe if I watermark my attacks with marvel rivals characters..

I also wanna give an update for this website since I haven't in a while. I've been updating some things in silence, mostly oc pages. I have been dabbling in the idea of making a shrines tab and possible a resources tab. I just think shrines are cool to look at and I would need to make a Bucky shrine asap if do choose to add them. I like collecting a lot of web graphics so I think adding a resources page would also be neat, I think it would also be a better place to store my stamps. I'm also in the process of re-doing my devlog page since that's been down for a while. I've been on pinterest looking for inspo and I found these cute 2000s video game magazines pages, so I wanna base the devlog page off of that. There are a lot of things I want to do but I'm also very busy, idk how much of this I'll get done with AF bruh.

Ok here's my rivals yap for today. I used my new costume coin on the Psylocke skin. I know it's basically a gooner skin but I still think it's kinda cute. I don't use Psy all that much since I'm still practicing her, but I wanna use her more now that I have a skin for her. I'm also really excited for season 3. It doesn't look like there will be a new support but that's fine. And I'm also looking forward to the summer events (netease if you can hear me pls give bucky a new skin for these events pls).

06/23/2025

I made a drawing today so I decided to make a blog post for it. I've never actually drawn a fullbody for Ame, nor have I given her a concrete design, so this is that. I like how her outfit came out, especially since I was kinda struggling with it. I'll likely make her profile soon too (also I uploaded and updated a couple character profiles in case you didn't know mwehehe).

I'm pretty much all prepared for Artfight by now. I've got a couple epic ocs bookmarked already. Since you can't draw before AF starts, I've just been collecting references for the ocs I want to draw otherwise I will be artblocked lol. Also, which team did yall join?? I'm team crystals because that's the superior team ofc. Ngl, this theme is kinda mid but that's probably also because last year's theme was kinda a banger too... It's hard to beat seafoam (superior team, we won in my heart).

Chat, I got jumped in rivals today. So I'm going into practice doom match as always and I decide to pick Jeff so I can show off my new emote. I go to where the crowd of people is and show off my shoes. Everything is fine... until the opps arrived. There was an Adam and Hawkeye plotting against me and another Jeff. They would even try to act friendly towards but once we got to comfortable around them, they would betray us. Me and Jeff could only trust each other, we just wanted to show off our J's. A groot did end up building us a house to protect us but I had to leave around that time. Rivals players try not to tweak out when you see jeff challenge impossible.

06/20/2025

Erm so I think I'm going to be starting my break from this drawing challenge for now. I'll still draw a bit before AF starts but I won't be doing it everyday or making a new blog entry everyday for a while, I'll just make one when I draw something new. I think I'll have to pick up on this challenge on August since I don't think I'll be drawing everyday during Artfight in July either. But that's fine, it also gives me time to figure out how I want this blog page to be set up so that it doesn't get too long.

For the actual drawing, I drew Leo (and I also want to do his profile cuz he's one of my AF ocs). I actually kinda really like drawing characters with red hair. Usually I show the full drawing on here but this time I'm not because with this posing the anatomy turned out kinda whack so you're getting the cropped version lmao. I struggled so much with his face for some reason. And even now I'm not completely satisfied with how it came out but it is what it is. Maybe it's the position of the hands that makes the face seem off idk. The dramatic lighting was a last minute touch but I do feel it helped in fixing the issues I had with the face a bit. And I also forgot to add his gloves in this drawing aaaaaa

Last blog entry I was yapping about how I feel I've lost my skill in rivals but now I feel I'm goated. Luna is one of my mains and I feel I've been getting worse with her recently, having bad accuracy and not hitting my shots. But the couple games I did with her today made me feel like I was on some pro shit. My accuracy was way better, especially since I sometimes struggle with hitting smaller characters. And it felt like I was really good at hitting my snowball. There was a game with a diver and I kept freezing them so they basically couldn't do anything to me for that game, and my team was also really aware that I was getting dove so that was nice too. This game is weird because for how often I play there are some days I suck and other days I do really good. Maybe you will see me in ranked mwehehe

06/18/2025

I was in the mood to draw another chibi so I drew this little emote of Louis. This the type of move he pulls after murdering a family of 5. I feel I might have made him look a bit too normal here, his eyes don't look dead enough.

I've been working on some more character pages! I have 2 new ones done so far, I might just put those up tomorrow. There are like 3 more character pages I wanna finish before Artfight starts since I want to add them to their AF profiles. Working on the oc pages is kinda chill and relaxing ngl, it's like filling out a spreadsheet. I still need to do the music player for all of them too, and I also thought of adding a mood board to the pages as well.

I feel like I'm in my washed era of rivals rn. Idk if it's the practice vs ai or that I'm spending way too much on time on practice doom matches lol. I usually only play quickplay and matches have gotten a bit too sweaty there. I just feel like I'm not performing as well as I was before ngl. But I want to keep improving and having fun, even with my weird fear that people will get mad at me over a video game.

06/17/2025

Maybe I should just not acknowledge when I miss days lmao. I drew Tobi since I've kinda been neglecting him recently. I really like his design so I wanna draw him more often, I also want to make his page soon.

I might start taking a break from drawing every day on the 20th so I can prepare for Artfight. I don't think I'm gonna do all rendered pieces this year, I'll probably do more simple stuff, but still Artfight can get exhausting. I got pretty burnt out by the middle of the month last year. I also added this randomizer button to my AF profile. It's just a silly little thing but I like it. It's for fun but also in case a person doesn't know which of my ocs to pick.

So did yall see the new Marvel Rivals bundle they showed. There's a free and paid version, I think I might also get the paid version this time. I don't really spend any money on the game, despite how much I play. But it's just 2 dolla so I think it's worth it. Ngl, I kinda just want to get it for the venom emotes since they look so silly. The devs have a serious Jeff and venom bias it seems.

06/15/2025

I missed another day, nothing new here. This drawing is of Mari since despite her being a more imporatant character in my story, I don't draw her that often. I drew her in my chibi style this time. I've wanted to have another art style aside from my main one so I have been working on that since last year. Yea, it's very PASWG inspired, and also inspired by ZZZ's chibis. I really like it, it's nice to have a simplified art style. I also like how angular it is, I just never got then hang of drawing rounder chibis. The only thing I don't like with it is that I have to do lineart for it so I can get a clean result. In case you don't know, I hate lineart! I never do it lol, all of the 'lineart' in my other drawings is just the cleaned up sketch.

I might have to take a break from this drawing challenge since I actually kinda want to participate in Artfight this year. So I don't want to burn myself out before it. I might also try to do an Artfight attacl each day, even if they are just sketches.

So in 2020 I really enjoyed making stamps, like the digital ones you put on your profile. They were just of little things I liked. I stopped at some point and don't have them anymore since I made them on an older phone. I've kinda been getting into that again. Now, I know stamps are mostly posted on tumblr, you can kinda find a stamp for everything there. But you know what I didn't find? Yep, I need to yap about it every blog entry, Marvel Rivals stamps. So I decided to make my own mwehehehe. I'm still working on my new art gallery code but it's almost complete. I want to add a resource section where you can find these stamps I've made. They're not that professional but they work. I'll also make stamps from other media, but I need to feed myself first. Most of the stamps I've made so far are pretty memey but I want to make some prettier ones, like using the nameplates in the game.

06/13/2025

Nothing too special for today. This is just a random design, it's not of any particular oc. I feel like I don't really draw too many cute or moe styled girls, and I also had the urge to draw blunt bangs. I also updated the majority of my characters in my Artfight profile, my profile is venzvelette btw. I want to draw some other people's ocs but I also want to take it easy and not force myself too much. But then I always feel bad that I can't revenge everyone :') I've been thinking about drawing more chibis for this year as well. And I am not doing a mass attack this year, I was kinda crazy for doing it last year

I feel like I'm gonna need to add tabs to this blog page at some point. If I continue posting everyday then this blog is gonna fill out quick. I think I'll look into making tabs for each individual month. Or maybe I can also change the format and post all the drawings I did at the end of every week. I also just don't want the code for this page to get too long either lol

I've noticed that everytime I go on quickplay I instalock support. Ngl, I feel a lot of anxiety about performing badly on dps, especially if I instalock dps since that's often times the only way you get to play that role. I have much more of a whatever mentality if I don't do my best on healer since at least I brought some value to my team. But on dps if I am having a bad game and I'm not getting kills, then I'm basically just useless. There are really no consequences for qp and it should be used for practice but some people on there act like their life depends on a match. It's not that serious, take your sweaty ass back to comp. And for as much as I glaze practice vs ai, sometimes I do wanna play as dps against actual humans, plus I can't rank up my characters this way. But then sometimes my team gets pissed off at me because I'm not immediately diffing the enemy dps. Throwing is obviously not an excuse in qp, but trying out a new character without being the best at them or just having a bad game shouldn't warrant so much negativity. Sometimes it's also just a whole team diff which sucks a lot too. Obviously it's fine to want to play to win but don't get lost in the plot. Just please treat quickplay as quickplay and not one of your ranked games, you'll be happier.

06/12/2025

Art two days in a row, wow. I drew this goober again. There a just some ocs you like drawing the most, for me one of them is him I feel I just like drawing his eyes. I like how the coloring and rendering turned out for this one. I'm gonna yap about it again, I really like the retro game filter on Ibispaint. I love the way it finishes drawings by making them more vibrant. I had this phase in 2024 where my coloring was very desaturated and dull. I think I was trying to find my coloring style. So, embrace the vibrant colors.

I'm currently working on the art gallery revamp but I'm having such as a hard time with the images. I don't know why but I can't get them to align properly the way I want to. I got frustrated with it and decided to put it off until tomorrow lol.

We're already mid-June (what the frick) so that means Artfight season is coming up. I participated last year and I'm thinking of doing it again this year. I want to finish up the remaining pages for my major ocs since I want to use them as a reference for people to have during AF. I also need to make new references... yipee

My marvel rivals yap of today is that I'm getting better at getting headshots with hawk tuah. My aim is so terribly inconsistent tho, some days it's pro-level aim and other times it's buns. You don't wanna see me in ranked

06/11/2025

I missed another day wooo! I don't know what to tell you, some days you just don't feel like drawing. It's like forcing yourself to eat something you don't like, you just can't, or if you do then you get sick and die maybe. Drew Louis again because he is my favorite but he hasn't been feeling like the favorite recently so I need to draw him more to fix that. Drew him with a gun this time since I kinda felt I needed to. This drawing is a gif actually. I was trying to imitate the look of those ads that show up on the side of the page. So I think I'll add this to a page, making it seem like an ad. I also placed the image differently this time since I felt it displayed better this way.

Umm I don't know if you realized but I added a new tab yesterday, my game log tab! I really like how it turned out, I love the use of the accordion to show the different reviews. If you already didn't know, W3schools is a great resource for coding and has saved me plenty of times. I've been in such a coding mood recently and really like the way my new pages have turned out. But it has also made me dislike how the main page looks. It doesn't look terrible, I think it's still cute, but it's just not to my taste anymore. I want my page to have a sort of frutiger aero feel to it, not sure how well I've been accomplishing that tbh, so I want to keep that in mind when I revamp the main page. I'll probably do that once I revamp the art gallery and about me tab. This whole website is getting an overhaul, truly the end of an era.

I kinda hate how I have to play Magneto to get the event hawk tuah skin. I don't really like playing tank besides Peni.

06/09/2025

Yoo there has been a bit of stuff I've done with this site so let's yap. First off, I revamped the my ocs page. It's the same deal, I just wanted the different pages to look different from each other. I really like how it turned out, I might revamp the art gallery tab next. I also added 5 new character pages! They can be viewed on the my ocs page. I'm not gonna say which characters I added so you'll just need to click each one find out heh. They're technically not done yet since I still need to add the music player for each one. Coding is so weird because it feels like I'm just desperately trying to make things work and suddenly it's been 4 hours.

Anyways, for today's drawing I drew Louis since it's technically his birthday today. Yeah I celebrate my ocs birthdays I'm whimsical like that. I also seem to draw him with an axe a lot for some reason, but then again drawing guns is way more difficult so...

I got solo ulted by an IronMan after I beat him in tic tac toe last night btw.

06/08/2025

Hey... so I revamped this blog page! I mentioned it in my last blog post but I just did not like how the previous one looked. I feel this new layout is much cleaner and easier to read. I want the majority of the individual pages of my website to be different from each other tbh, so I want to redo those sometime as well. Also, I love this music player code I found. It's so cute and fits so seamlessly. The code comes from this website: https://scripted.neocities.org and this is the creator of the code: layercake.neocities.org It does end up making the rest of the code very long but it's still viable. Imma go and use it on all of the rest of my pages now lol

Today's sketch is kinda lazy tbh. It's of a slight redesign for one of my ocs, although she's kinda been benched for now within the story lol. I don't know, maybe I'll get the sudden urge to develop her more sometime.

I'm finishing up the last details for the few character pages I've been working on, so those should be up later today yipee!

06/07/2025

Another 50 drawings of Luke. Idk why but I just really like drawing him. I guess he is considered one of my favorite ocs, although I seriously need to draw some other ocs more. And do $20 V-Buck cards even exist? Idk I don't play fortnite. Anyways I like how this drawing turned out, I like the colors on it.

I worked on a couple of the character pages today. I finished a few actually but I was thinking of publishing them in bulk instead, so a couple should be up by tomorrow. Which is also what I said yesterday yet here we are, but for real this time ok. Making the code for the character profiles actually helped me understand coding much better. The grid system I used for it was pretty simple to do and versatile. So I’ve been thinking of doing a revamp for some of the pages on my website. I have been finding it kinda boring how they all look the same. Not sure when I’ll start on that, maybe once I finish a couple of the character pages. I especially want to revamp this blog page. I don’t know why but I just feel like reading the blog entries with this format feels kind of difficult. So I want to create a new format for this page that enhances that experience.

06/06/2025

I missed another day yesterday? Guys I fear I'm washed. This drawing taught me that if I ever feel art blocked then I should just draw one of my ocs with a Mexican snack (gansitos are peak btw). I was also trying that new rendering style with this drawing, not sure how much I like it.

I got the tabs to work properly on my character code, finally. I'm not sure if the problem was with the music player or if I just needed to add the script into the html, but it works now so that's good. I'm currently working on some of the other oc's pages, I think I'll have a few up by tomorrow.

06/04/2025

Today is a bit of a messier and lazier drawing since I was feeling a bit art blocked. I've realized that even though I do really like Irene I don't do a lot of rendered drawing of her. I kinda want to now but her hair is sometimes a bit difficult to draw.

The tabs for the character code are still not working bruh. I feel like it might be because of the music player, since it put things in an iframe. So I might have to get rid of it which sucks since I liked how it worked and looked, I'll just have to find another music player ig.

So, one thing about me is that I really like going into practice doom matches and just be silly there. Most of the people there are pretty chill too so it's fun, and sometimes it doesn't even feel like an hour has passed tbh. Since I got the new Mantis skin I've been using her a lot there. Why did no one tell me how targeted Mantis is in doom match. It's not even that they're trying to eliminate you, they're just messing around with you specifically. It's really funny tho. I played today and got ulted by 3 Groots. I was able to survive it since I had my ult but once they ended I had one of the vines attached to me for the rest of the match. Anyways, play practice doom match.

06/03/2025

Hey so I didn't draw anything today. Because of my exam and other stuff that took priority I just kinda didn't have time to. So today I'm posting an older drawing I haven't gotten to show off yet. It's Maddie and Luke again, I wouldn't consider my absolute favorite ocs (not that I don't like them) but I just really like drawing them together. They're jus gaming.

I rechecked the character code and the link in the my ocs page works now, so that's good. But the tabs still don't. Idk how to fix them honestly, I only saw how to add them in W3 Schools. The tabs work fine on the site where I worked on the code, CodePen, but they don't work in my site. Maybe I'll ask someone who knows how to code on how to fix them, or if I can't then I'll have to change the layout of the code a bit so I can add the extra sections in the tabs.

After a while of it just sitting in my inventory I finally used the free costume coin in Rivals. I used it to get the Vol 3 Mantis skin yipee. I'm trying to learn Mantis some more, even though she's been getting beat by the nerfs. I personally didn't like the free skins for my actual mains and I think this skin for Mantis is really cute so I have it now cool. The only thing is that I don't have the emote that goes with it, since it was only for the skin, so I have a bit of fomo from that. But I have enough currency so maybe I can buy it sometime.

06/02/2025

I wanted to try a different rendering style this time. I like how it turned out but I didn't really enjoy the process of it as much lol. This is of a much less important oc, she isn't even included in the ocs page, but I felt like redesigning her and drawing her again. I've noticed that a lot of my oc's older designs tend to have a lot of detail and were kind of over-designed, and so I end up simplifiying their designs a lot when I redesign them. I think it's the Genshin effect, since I used to be obssesed with that game, and I thought more detail meant better. Lots of detail is valid but I honestly prefer simpler designs with less details but those details are significant to the design. Plus it's just easier to draw in the end.

So I finished the character code and uploaded the first one to the site. But I'm still having technical issues... of course. Firstly, I used Javascript for the code since I wanted it to have tabs for a certain section. Apparently I put the script in the html of the code and made a separate js file but the tabs don't work, so that's fun. The character I used for the first code is Mika. But when I go to the my ocs tab and select her name, it says the page doesn't exist. Problems like these tend to happen to me when I make a new code file, for some reason, so hopefully things are fixed by tomorrow. If not then idk bruh I worked too hard on that code and I'll be sad if it doesn't work correctly.

Also, I have a math exam tomorrow and I'm kinda really nervous for it tee hee

06/01/2025

Wake up it's the first of the month

I rendered a drawing today, that's pretty awesome. This is of Chris and Ame, apparently I'm in the mood to draw couples. I like how this drawing turned out, it's pretty cute. I liked drawing the little makeup products, I took some inspo from actual makeup of the 2000s for that.

I’m realizing now that I’m just saying my ocs' names when nobody actually knows who they are. But now, the character code I'm working on is 90% complete, so I'm gonna have those up for some characters soon. I'm actually pretty happy with how it turned out considering my coding is kinda buns. I thought about making unique codes for different characters but that will take way too long so I'll just use the same one for now.

I’ve realized a couple people follow my website but apparently I’ve got 8 followers now? Thank you first of all but even if it’s just 8 that’s kinda scary lol. I do realize this is a public website and people would find it and interact with it eventually. Sometimes I’ve felt like this website was just me talking to the void but I guess not, especially with my blogs. I don’t know how many people actually read my blogs, I won’t think too much about it because I get embarrassed too easily, but sometimes I feel like I just ramble and only half of it makes sense.

05/31/2025

Today's sketch yipee

I actually like how this sketch turned out. I feel like it looks pretty simple but it took me a bit to get the posing to look correctly lol. I guess that means I have to learn to draw other poses than just standing. I drew Maddie and Luke because they're cuties together. This is just a cute interaction between them, cuz Maddie is very dense when it comes to personal space and is very tunnel-visioned at looking at his scars. These two are some of my oldest ocs and it's nice to see how they've grown with me. I remember when I first made them in middle school they were like 15-16, and also way edgier because middle school angst. When I was in high school they were 18, and now they're in their early 20s. I've rewritten the story they're from drastically so they've developed over time to fit within the story changes. And also I feel it's way more interesting to write adult characters than teens.

I wanna draw a couple more interactions between characters like this. Mostly because I'm pretty bad at drawing interactions and overlapping. Even if it's two ocs that are not that close, it helps in showing their relationships. There's probably prompts for that somewhere since I'm not creative enough lol

05/30/2025

Erm so I missed a day. It would happen eventually but I'm still keeping this challenge up. I got sick yesterday so I didn't really want to do anything. I drew Mika today. I wanna draw alternate outfits for my ocs since I always draw them in the same one. Fullbodies are pretty fun for me to draw so maybe I'll keep drawing them for the next few days.

So Ultron released today, he's pretty neat. Even though I'm mainly a strategist main, I don't think I'll play him much since I'm not too good with fliers. Also, why are there always so many sweats in quickplay when a new season releases? My win/loss ratio is always terrible at the start of the season bc of this, it kinda sucks lol.

05/28/2025

This was the sketch for today but I decided to clean it up a bit and start coloring it. But also, I stopped working on it because I was having difficulty deciding the colors... so I'll have to return to it later I guess. This is an oc from a different story, so she's not included in the my ocs tab. Her name is Yve and she's kind of a god. I've had the idea for her story in my head for a while but never actually gave her a design, so this is my first attempt at it. The story she's from is pretty different from other stories I've made, since all other stories I've made are pretty grounded in reality (I like it boring idk).

I wanna yap about this story so I will, but it might not make too much sense. The basic idea is that Yve, or Violeta since that's her actual name, is a person that's meant to be living in our Earth. Anyways, the end of the world happens and Violeta is somehow the only living person left to survive. The end of the world happens in the span of a couple years so she's very traumatized and depressed by this point. Some stuff happens and she's then given god-like powers, now going by the name Yve. With these powers that basically allow her to create anything, she's tasked with recreating Earth and humanity. She's obviously not experienced with these powers so it takes her some time, about hundreds of years, to finally make this new Earth. The story actually starts at this point, Yve has discovered the existence of other living beings in different planets and galaxies so she travels to them to get new experiences and continue perfecting her world. She comes to the comclusion that the reason the world ended was for for humanity to keep growing outside of Earth and encounter new worlds. So the story is adventure based and also sort of slice of life, but it also explores the trauma Yve has due to her experiences. There's also an oc from my main story that's in this story (oc multiverse, ok let's go) but I'm not saying who that is yet. I'm working on my Toyhouse and the info for this story, and other ocs, will be there someday. I need to archive my silly stories before I die you know

05/27/2025

I drew another illustration?? This sketching everyday exercising is kinda working in getting me back into drawing, very nice. I drew Louis again because he is the favorite oc, get used to seeing him. The idea of this drawing was to practice rendering blood since it's not something I usually do so I want to try drawing it more. Not sure how well it ended up looking or if the placement of it looks off. Also, I wanna yap about this filter I love. If you use Ibispaint then I recommend using the retro game filter. It adds a cool little texture to your drawing and saturates the colors. I feel like the saturated colors give it a more fuzzy vibe to the drawing (like 90s or 2000s cartoons). I use the filter a lot since it helps in finishing off drawings. 10/10 would recommend

I'm still a practice vs ai warrior.

05/26/2025

I didn't post this a day later let's go! I don't really know how to feel about this drawing tbh. It's of Louis and Mika aura farming and stuff. I don't really draw side profiles that much and I feel like you can tell by this drawing, I don't like how I drew him that much but it's whatever I guess. I also don't draw two characters overlapping that much so this sketch is some practice for that. I very much draw a single character in the white void because I'm a mid artist lol.

Turns out I'm kinda cracked with Hawkeye in rivals but I'm not using him outside of practice bc I'm too scared someone will yell at me for missing shots lmao. My aim is good but too inconsistent.

05/25/2025

Yeah so I'm posting this late again, idk I was tired yesterday. Instead of doing a sketch I decided to ilustrate something but I still did a drawing soo it counts. This is meant to be a drawing of my rivals mains that's a wip (even though I kinda don't play C&D that much anymore and kinda hate people that do play them lmao).

Hopefully I can post today's actual sketch later today instead of tomorrow

05/24/2025

I know today is not the 24th, so this is late. I did draw this yesterday but I got busy later in the day so I couldn't post the blog with it. I like drawing men so I drew one. I realized I never actually drew or made a reference for how Claude's whole prosthetic arm looks so this was the intention for this sketch. I did draw the arm on the wrong side bc it's supposed to be his right arm so that sucks lmao. I find it kind of funny how his prosthetic also has muscle but I feel he would have requested that himself so he wouldn't look uneven. I'm deciding to keep the backgrounds plain white from now on. At first, I liked the color bgs but now I feel they just look tacky. Plus you can see the details of the sketches a bit better now I think.

Let me yap about why I was busy yesterday and marvel rivals too bc why not. Some family came over and we went out to some places in the afternoon. But the important thing was that some of my cousins came over. So I wanted to show off my epic gaming skills in rivals, but only in practice ai because I wanted to look like I was very good at the game lol. Ngl, I found it very fun and would recommend others to play practice vs ai more regularly since we all need our ego boost. I don't care that it appears in my career, I'm having fun bullying the bots. Playing competitive is frustrating and sometimes quickplay is even more sweaty than comp, so it's nice to play very easy games every once in a while. I also really like practicing new characters in this mode since there's very little room for error, and your teamates won't yell at you for not being top 100 with that character (I hope). I've been trying some new dps characters like Psylocke and Mideye, and also found Peni and Mantis to be very fun. I don't know how good it actually is to practice new characters in this mode since the bots are very easy to play against but it's still fun. 10/10 would recommend.

Also, I never noticed this but I was looking through the pages of this website and noticed that the tabs for devlog and blog don't work? When I click them it ends up saying 403 forbidden. So I don't know how to fix that. The blog and devlog pages are still accessible through my neocities profile but I feel the error does kind of ruin the experience of looking throught the website.

05/23/2025

Not much to share today, I drew Irene today. Not much thought behind this drawing, just something cute I guess. Wondering if I should keep the solid color backgrounds or keep the whole canvas plain white. Anyways, I wanna draw some guys next.

Still working on the character profile codes. I kinda want to wait and get those done before I start info dumping about my ocs.

05/22/2025

This is my first blog entry so welcome to my blog yipee

I've kinda been on hiatus with working on this website. Mostly because I made it on break so I had a lot of free time lmao. Now I'm busy with school, studying for other stuff, and my crippling marvel rivals addiction (i'm almost gm, trust). Anyways, I'm hoping to do some consistent updating to this site, I especially want to start making the oc profiles soon. I also want to start this new thing which is called drawing. I'm an artist obviously but I've been very art blocked since this new year has started. I'm just not moving like the 2024 me anymore, she was crazy drawing everyday and I need that power to posses me again. It's kind of difficult for me to finish pieces so I'm just thinking of making a sketch everyday, usually just of my ocs. Maybe I'll render some of the sketches I make but for the time being, I just want to get back into drawing more since I'm kinda washed rn. I'm thinking of making a new blog post everyday with the sketch I make. I might not write that much in the posts if I don't feel like it and just put the drawing in. I really hope I don't give up on this idea in like a week.

I know blog posts are for writing about what has been going on in your life but sometimes things are just really boring. So my writing might be inconsistent. I think I might info dump on my ocs, since I like talking more about them then myself. I might also just talk about my daily marvel rivals grind and rant about my teamates.

That's kind of everything. Here is my daily sketch, I drew Maddie. Something I want to do in these sketches is draw the characters in different poses and perspectives than what I'm used to. I want this to be kind of like practice and a drawing exercise too. Ok bye ;3